What is up!!
Another year gone... gah it happens so fast... at first you're like
"GOD this year is never going to end it's only Februrary.." and then all of a sudden you're like "Happy New Year!!"
Exactly. Each day both the future and past.. and the now.
It's all related.
So RIGHT NOW... as I sit in my pjs and enjoy my coffee I'm thinking about how to get ahead of the New Year...
Preparedness is all I can hope for.
My grandmother says "man plans & God laughs" I often think of this when making schedules/lists etc. Yesterday was hubby's birthday and I had sooo much to do.. I made a "schedule" I had life planned out by the second..
The morning started and things were going smoothly- check. check. check.
Alright things were getting done and then BAM.
I forgot to move the carseat out of hubbs' ride into my vehicle so I could pick up a few last minute things at the store. PANIC.
No store trip for me.
However, I was able to improvise and allow my day to continue and it was surprisingly successful. Check out hubbs birthday cake! My first attempt at fondant and it came out amazing!! Yup we are TNG fans. I also made him a card. Which is also pretty awesome if I do say so myself. And I do. Haha. Hubbs was super happy and impressed. =)
I think I'm supposed to learn that no matter how hard it is I try, I don't actually have control over much.
I am wound super tight.. I need to work on learning to live life as it comes..
Whether it's the way I've planned it or not..
Now with that said... I've already mapped out like... my entire year haha..
However... I am going to acknowledge that what I have documented and planned is just that.. a game plan.. a preparational pamphlet haha idk..
Not the gospel truth I suppose is what I mean.
I don't want to expect things to go wrongly because then things will go wrongly I just expect that life has surprises for me and I need to learn to accept them as they come without feeling as if my life is ruined.
My life is surely not ruined. It is improved greatly each year..
sometimes each day..
So more learning and patience and all that fun stuff this year...
I have sooooo so much I want to do...
All the time.
So I'm going to take things slowly. I'm also not making "resolutions"..
I will make goals and keeping making notes of things I want to do but it works better for me if I go month to month and not overwhelm myself with a GIANT list of demands from myself haha... yeah I am ambitious.
I did learn that about myself this year.
Guess I should jot that down somewhere.
Being able to define yourself or anything else is always a plus.
So anyway. This post is long. I've been gone though!!
And I'm about to be gone again for a little bit.. going to visit my dad.. short visit though because he's only a few hours away..
Then it shall be back to the grinding stone!!
I hope everyone has a magical and SAFE New Years!!!
Much love always!!